Logic will get you from A to B

So um...

2007-07-03T20:42:47Z

I have a confession to make. You see, I've been watching One Tree Hill, just season one so far, and now I think Chad Michael Murray is hot. Which of course makes me want to read Jared/Chad RPS (if you have any recs, send 'em my way, please!)

So. I'm not that crazy, right?

He has a cute face.

Kinda looks like a sad lost puppy here, yes? Hey, maybe I have a thing for guys with cute puppy faces...

Almost a smile.

With Sophia Bush, I like her way better than the other blonde chick, both the actress and the character she plays.

Oh, I know this is not Chad. I just wanted to reassure Jared he's still my tv boyfriend :D

Also, and this is still a long shot, a friend of mine has told me that maybe it is possible that I can go visit him at Greece (he's staying there for Erasmus) in late July. I would so love to go *crosses fingers*

SPN recs

2007-07-01T21:42:42Z

I've been catching up on my fic reading this weekend, so I present you with recs

If you say to me tomorrow Sam/Dean, PG-13, 3000 words
A wonderful coda to "What Is and What Should Never Be" that touches one of the things that stuck with me from that episode, the 'Sam was happy' issue. Because that was fantasy!Sam, the real Sam was worrying sick and looking for Dean like a madman. Definitely not happy.

Beach Blanket Poltergeist gen, R, long
They come from the north, exhausted by the sprawling highways and overpasses of Silicon Valley.
Satisfying long, very good case fic. The imagery is amazing, and the descriptions really take you were the boys are. You now it's a great fandom when it can produce gen this good.

And the Devil Makes Three Dean/OFC, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 25,910 words
Dean never thought he'd be the one living the apple pie life. There's a lot of things he never thought would happen.
I love the way the whole Sam/Dean thing is treated. It's painful, you can feel the wrongness of it, yet the inevitability of it.

extra, extra (read all about it) RPS Jared/Jensen, PG-13, 2545 words
A network season in the lives of our two Noble Heroes, told epistolary/scrapbook-style.
Very original and entertaining, and a fantasy I'd like to become reality!

Exact Change Sam/Dean, Adult, 31,580 words
Summary: Sam is the physical embodiment of everything Dean has ever done right in his entire life.
Writen for the spn_j2_bigbang. I really enjoyed it, they go back to Palo Alto and there're bits and pieces of Sam's years at Stanford. The Sam voice is spot on, and the relationship builds slowly.

Also, I've made some drawings during these past weeks (best way for me to blow off steam besides breaking things, which generally bothers my roommate for some reason), but I just realized I took the scanner home last weekend. *facepalm*
I guess I'll scan them when I go home in a few days.

myeien @ 2007-06-28T22:41:00

2007-06-28T21:05:46Z

Happy birthday to misseri44!!

¡Espero que hayas pasado un día genial! Y k hayas pedido un deseo con las velas y k hayas tenido muchos regalos :D

Este es el mio, ¡lástima que no te pueda llevar de verdad!

<-- te imaginas si esto se te planta en casa un día?

Finally over!

2007-06-22T21:35:53Z

I am done with exams!!

I can't tell you how glad I am it's finally over! *does happy dance*

I'm going to take this weekend off, probably go home and relax (read: watch tv on the couch *cough*) but I'll catch up with you guys next week. If there is anything big going on with your lives, tell me! Also, I can't wait to read some fanfic and all the other fanish things I've probably missed *huggles fandom* *hugges flist*

SPN finale pt. 2

2007-05-18T09:09:25Z

Hi! I am not dead yet. I'm just uber stressed cause my finals start in two weeks, and being my last year and all I really need to pull those grades up, I also STILL have to turn in two papers by next week, and I have to do a bunch of stuff for my going abroad next year (which may not seem like a big thing, but it makes you stay in line for HOURS to get stupid legal papers that basically say that I'm going to go and I'm just going to study what I say I'm going to study –like I would study something else? I don't know about other students, but I have trouble doing what I need to get my degree, let alone something I don't even need)

So I had to cut off my LJ happy time or give up sleeping, cause seriously? This is addicting. And I need my beauty sleep.

Still, of course I got up early today to get the finale and watch it before going to class

What? I have my priorities right. Shuttup.

Small review cause, yeah, I should be studying. But, I loved this episode.

There were things that I didn't really... love that much.

Like John's LAMEST re-appearance from the dead EVER. I mean, ok, they didn't him a line, that's ok, maybe he couldn't talk (and I don't know why since Mary could in Home, but whatever, their show their rules) but c'mon, a hand on Dean's shoulder? A NOD TO SAM?? WTF?? It was PAINFUL to watch and not in a good way.

And Ellen is alive ~~and couldn't that had been Ash?~~ I'm happy, cause I like her, but my mind is suspicious of her. Let's hope she's not evil or something like that.

Also that Dean revealed the deal to Sam, and his one year deadline. I wouldn't have liked that they had dragged it for half a season like they did John's message to Dean... (like they are going to do with Sam's secret?) but maybe they could have saved it for the premiere. It feels like they revealed too much of the 3rd season storyline on this episode.

But there were many, many things I LOVED about this ep.

Like the HUG. YES THEY HUG AT LAST ~~kinda~~ and it only took Sam dying. I was so stupidly squeeing when I saw that, like holding my breath and beaming with GLEE. Only they can bring the fangirl in me.

As soon as I saw the witch chick on the before the credits thingy, I knew they were going to bring Sam back by Dean making a deal. I had been worried it was going to be something else, maybe after Dean killed the YED Sam would come back or something like that, at the end of the episode, so I'm glad it was not the case and Sam&Dean were together. That's happiness.

Also, Carry On My Wayward Son again? They soooo love us.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE Sam's bad ass attitude. No secret there. I so hope they are going to keep doing that on the next season, now that Sam's gotta to save Dean maybe he won't be so focused on 'good versus evil' moral dilemmas and will start kicking some ass.

I wonder what are they going to do with his powers now that the YED is dead and all. I hope they're not going to ditch them all together, because I'd love if they started exploring them more, maybe have him learning to use them to help with the jobs and/or to save Dean. Also, there's the question of Mary knowing the YED, the blood dripping thing and what did the YED meant when he implied that maybe Sam isn't wholly Sam. Arg, the ANGST is already killing me.

I have to say that I loved Jensen in this ep. I loved Jared/Sam too, but I always love him because he's my Sammy, but Jensen was really good in this one. I've read that he has been nominated for an Emmy for this? I can understand why.

When Bobby suggested "We have to bury Sam" a chill run through my spine. In that moment I understood how Dean must have felt, the reality of it, the final-ness of Sam's death, and man, it's awful. My love for Dean has increased a lot. Poor baby has lots of issues.

The parallels/reversals are amazing. This is why I love this show so much. John saying goodbye (in his very lame way might I add) focusing on Dean like Mary did with Sam I Home; Sam vowing to protect and save Dean like Dean has said so many times; Dean's "we've got work to do" at the end, smiling, like Sam did in the pilot, full of revenge. I just. I flail.

Also, while I'm sad the YED is dead cause I really liked him and will always remain one of the villains I've liked the most, I'm glad it's dead. It's like, they aren't going to bring him back every season, the Big One Evil that keeps escaping till the last season, when they finally kill it. They move on, they solve one thing but they fuck up another, they get some answers but also more questions, and they expect us to follow them.

We've got the good show, boys and girls. *contented sight*

Also, is it September yet? What are we going to do for a whole summer??

SPN 2.21

2007-05-11T10:14:21Z

This is not a coherent review. It's not even a review; my brain doesn't function all that well now.

Sam disappears again, it's brother's being apart angst time. This is going to be bad, I can feel it.

Special kids are here! Yay for Andy, and AVA! Wasn't she like evil now? I remember thinking that after Hunted. I'm glad I was wrong! Also, 3 more kids whose names I won't remember later. Oh well.

Leader!Sam makes me smile. I've always known he had leader material. Pay attention to him kids, he's the one with the demon knowledge. Ouch. I told you, random blonde girl. Follow the puppy eyes, always follow the puppy eyes.

Dean and Bobby! Yes! This ep is so awesome. Go get Ash and find Sammy, cause this angst stuff is getting worse.

Sam's not dead.

Dean has a sort-of vision! I had major vision!Sam flashbacks, he did the same gestures Jared did, lol. I admit I wasn't very excited about it, in my mind I was like "Nooo, visions are Sam's thing!" I mean, I know it was a one time thing, with Andy being dead and all, but still. I like that they are their separate identities, Dean has his things and Sam has his, and it doesn't mean anyone is more 'special' than the other. They're Sam and Dean.

And maybe I'm biased, but I don't care. I'd really hate if they started playing the having!powers!Dean card.

I so love the Yellow Eyed demon. I mean, he's made of awesome, for a villian. The way he talks and acts, so confident and superior, the telling Sam he's his favourite and licking his lips and smirking, and getting frustrated because Sam doesn't get the vision thingy is not real... (YE demon, evil!Sam.... I'm sensing a pattern here)

Battle Royale FTW!! I sooo love this idea of only one can win. Major props Kripke.

Sam is not dead.

So, Mary knew the guy. Didn't I read a fic like that? What does it mean? What does it mean for Sam and Dean? And yuck with the blood thingy. I guess is one way of explaining Sam having demon powers without having to make the demon his real father a la Star Wars or some other therories I've been reading around.

I was wrong after all. Poor Andy. Sorry to see you go, Ava. I liked you, except when you were evil. So now it's between the black guy and Sam. I don't like it all.

Follow the puppy eyes!

WTF Sam? Don't drop the knife!

And now Sam's fighting him with surprising results given the guy is supposed to be like super strong. And Sam should juts kill him now that he has the chance, I'm sorry but it's true even if that is the demon's plan, but then there's Dean and Sam forgets about the guy and NO Sam is NOT dead except that he is he IS DEAD OMG

Dean, honey? It's a beautiful speech, you love him we all know, he's your little brother and he'll be ok we also know that but could you STOP WITH THE TALKING AND FRICKING MOVE. Cover the wound to stop the bleeding, call Bobby back, get the fucking car! DO SOMETHING BECAUSE HE'S DYING IN YOUR ARMS!

OMG. It can't be over. You mean I have to wait a week!?

And now, should I read reviews? Should I see the promo? Should I hunt for spoilers? Because Sam can't be dead he can't he just can't but then he is and I wanna know everything is going to be ok and OMG Sam.

I need a hug. Seriously. *cries*

Any ideas on how to speed up time? Where is Hiro when you need him? I want it to be next Friday NOW.

SPN Art: Sam vs Sam

2007-05-09T20:52:25Z

I have been neglecting my papers by reading too much fanfic (which, you should be expecting a rec post soon cause, really, this fandom is kinda awesome) and then this idea got stuck in my mind and wouldn't let me alone unless a drew it. And colored it.

So, as I'm obvious about of the finale, I started thinking about how are they going to go with the whole "special children" thing, and of course that got me thinking about Sam (like that's new) and his powers. About how will the Yellow-Eyed demon try to use them to his advantage, and whether Sam will be strong enough to fight it.

And that led to my angst-ridden mind to imagine a voice inside Sam's head, testing him, trying to corrupt him, getting stronger as the final day approaches… you'll lose, Sammy.

Clearly, coloring hair is not my thing. Sorry about that. And the background is a little rushed, because I wanted to finish this before the episode and tomorrow I have a full day at college. here is without it.

Also, a big hug to all lucky people on my flist who are going to Asylum this weekend! Have lots of fun, ogle Jensen appropriately, miss Jared a little and take tons and TONS of photos to picspam us when you come back. ~~And no, I am not jealous~~ :D

myeien @ 2007-05-06T23:28:00

2007-05-06T21:38:10Z

I was planning on posting some ~~squee!~~ review about the awesome episode we had last Tuesday, because DUDE IT WAS AWESOME PLUS MORE AND OH BOYS but I've been in a bad mood all weekend.

If people don't have anything nice to say, they should really just say nothing at all. It's not that hard. :(

Anyway, in an attempt to cheer me up, a friend of mine convinced me to go watch Spiderman 3, even though I had read reviews and people agreed it was something of a disappointment after the second part, but really, it wasn't that bad. A little slow, specially the first half where nothing happens, Peter is angsting like a teenager about MJ, there are songs and dances and O_O faces all over he cinema, and then there's the sand man, who for some reason, made me burst into giggles every time he/it appeared on the screen.

But after evil!not!Peter (cause, c'mon, cookies? Making MJ jealous? *That*'s the best you can do? Tsk, tsk. You have one thing or two to learn from evil!Sam. He used knives, and creepy sentences, plus the black eyes... but I digress) we have Venom! My favourite bad guy from the cartoons/comic. The fight seemed a little short, compared to the other two movies, but well done in my opinion. I just wish there had been less unnecessary drama and more OMG what's gonna happen now.

Let's hope Pirates of the Caribbean 3 is better ^^U

Also, doesn't he remind you of Peter from Heroes in this pic or should I just accept that I have yet another unhealthy obsession with a tv character? Compare:

Peter Petrelli

Peter Parker (OMG I have just realised they have the same name *is lame*)
Imagine he's a little less smug and a little more ansgty

In any case, emo!hair FTW! :D

I'm a little scared of venturing into my flist these days, in case I accidentally read any spoilers for SPN. I've resisted all this time, when I hate not knowing, and there's only two more weeks to go. And I understand sometimes you forget to put something under a cut, or it doesn't seem like a spoiler because almost everyone on your flist already knows it, so if I seem a little MIA, it's not that I'm ignoring you.

I can't believe it's only 5 days away. OMG.

Sammy picspam

2007-05-02T22:40:31Z

Happy Birthday Sam Winchester!!

I so love my flist tonight, I come home after a horrible day at college where I've been stuck at the lab for 5 hours straight to wonderful Sammy treats! I can't think of anything better ~~Except Jared in my bed~~ ...oops

Why do I love this character so much?

Maybe it's because he gives the best lost puppy dog looks

... and bitchfaces

Because he's pretty

and a geek

and sometimes evil

and he gives us tongue!porn :D

I love him when he's tied up

and bruised

and hurting

I love him when he smirks

and when he's embarrassed

and socially akward

I love him when he's wet

and angry

when he's kickass!"My name is Sam"

and when he's smug

and when he smiles

But specially, I love him because he loves his brother and would walk though the end of the world with him

Thank you Jared for playing this wonderful character ^__^

Caps by justfreefallin, oxoniensis, trystan830, and others I've possibly forgotten.

So not dial-up friendy ^^;

SPN Vid

2007-04-30T19:21:27Z

I made another vid, this time around the idea of how the final battle is coming closer. Bad times are ahead, and now it's the time for Sam and Dean to stand and fight back!

The lyrics of the song "Butterflies and Hurricanes" by Muse were begging me to made them into a vid, though I don't think I did them justice. As always, my initial idea was much better than the actual result, but I'm still learning. Also, Premier hates me and crashed every time I tried to save the vid. -_-

I actually finished this like a month ago, but I ended up so frustrated about the whole Premier crashing thingy, and the fact that the preview and the actual video are NOT the same (the sound and the footage don't go at the same pace in the file as they did in the preview) that I strongly disliked the video. I only post it now cause it's the only way to learn, no? And I did like doing the video, choosing the clips and stuff. I want to be able to make better vids, though not any time soon ^^U

In short, vidding is hard. Being a perfectionist makes it almost impossible! Blah

Get it at sendspace | megaupload (19,2mb zipped)
Watch it on youtube
--> Lyrics

Comments are very much appreciated! :)

ETA OMG Director's Cut Is it Friday yet!?

Supernatural meets Prision Break

2007-04-27T10:46:18Z

So, first of all? A big squee for this ep. Because it deserves it. And because I think I've read a fic like this before. Or twenty. Is it me or it seems they not just making episodes, they're making episodes for us? I so feel the love in this fandom :)

It's official, nothing looks bad on our boys. Nothing. Ugly orange body suits? Even uglier shoes and socks? Yep, still good. Plus, we got to see a lot of arm's of DOOM porn. Which turns out is very distracting when you're trying to follow the plot.

Moving on.

I loved their interaction through the episode. Dean with his happily eating prison food, and being cocky and gambling for smokes with prisoners and winning, heh. I love how he can always look for the bright side and manage a smile in any situation, whereas Sam is always worrying and making his little adorable bitch faces.

And I love how despite repeatedly saying that it was a stupid plan, Sam still went along with it. Oh, they're such brothers. I think I need to squee again.

"I think I'm adorable." OH DEAN, I THINK THAT TOO *snuggles him* Also, "they're doughnuts, not love" OMG I was dying there.

I was actually scared by this week's monster, the scene at the beginning with the eyes popping up suddenly? I jumped. Also when she's approaching Dean, and he had nowhere to run. Very nicely done. And we got to see not one, but two pyro!Winchesters moments, and that's always good.

FBI guy is annoying. Nothing much to say about him.

Jared is like, younger in this episode. Maybe it feels that way because he's surrounded by all those big middle-aged prisoners, but still.

And tell me I'm not the only one who though he was very hot in that scene while moping the floor? His hair was so yummy, I didn't even miss his emo!hair anymore :D

"He kept staring in a way that made me uneasy" *snickers* And Sam's face when he turns and they close the doors? PRICELESS. They guy was actually bigger than him! :D

"You from Texas all of a sudden?" Yay I picked some meta joke/in joke/whatever.

Poor Dean, he sure gets his share today. And the thing with the nurse was a close one, it got me wondering just how much damage their bodies have as a result of their job, the kind of stress they have to endure overtime a ghost or spirit tries to kills them or something. They should be more careful!

I liked that the attorney believed in our boys (she reminded me of Sara from PB), cause if she hadn't the FBI guy would have probably caught them, this time for real. I'm not sure how I feel about them having such strong charges against them. I mean, if you think about it, it is not a question anymore of whether to leave this life once they've killed the yellow-eyed demon, they're going to be hunted by the police forever.

Preview for next episode? OMG They are so going to need a hug after that. And me, too. *clings*

Busy busy busy

2007-04-23T21:13:56Z

We've had a long weekend over here, and I've been swamped with work. Apparently, it wasn't a very good idea being so lazy over Easter, as now I have to catch up with all my papers plus the new ones. Ha, I didn't see that one coming.

So I made myself stay very away from LJ, and even tried to do the same with SPN and keep it for the weekend or something. As if. So, mostly by memory a

First thing I remember was laughing at that Gilmore Girls reference and Jared's face. OMG it was hilarious. It made me remember this one time Jared said in an interview he could just walk in the GG set and feel at home, that he was friends with everybody. (I so can see that) I was like, now he's going to stand up and jump out of the bus :D

But aside from that, the most amusing one in this one is Dean. His fanboy!faces are wonderful, as well as his whole taking seriously his cover job, and doing it well too! Also, boogieman! Didn't Kripke said somewhere he had written/directed a movie titled like that? I am sure the whole episode is filled with all these wonderful inside jokes, and I'm also sure that I missed half of them, lol.

Eating-everything-he-finds!Dean is back! &hearts!

I didn't realise who had summoned the ghosts almost until they did, which was a nice surprise. The way he died (and no one, not even Sam, tried to do anything) was not nice. He should've known not to play with dead things, tsk tsk.

The little tiny thing I didn't like... the moving trailer at the end. Why do they feel the need to point to us explicitly that Dean gets laid? We are not stupid, no need to be blunt about it, we get it. Minus one point.

In short, a very enjoyable episode, but I can't help thinking the best ones are yet to come. Here are some stills for 2.20 that I have been staring at for the past ten minutes. So sad.

And now off to bed, cause I've only slept like 5 hours and I'm knackered. Good nite everyone!

SPN meme

2007-04-19T20:28:27Z

Wasn't planning to post today, but I saw this by a bunch of people on my flist, and I couldn't resist, because TODAY WE HAVE A NEW EPISODE! *squee*

When you see this on your flist, make a post and quote Supernatural:

SO MANY!

Sam: By old friend you mean...
Dean: Friend that's not new.
Sam: Yeah, thanks *rolls eyes*

And because I'm cheap

Sam: He's the only one who gets to call me that.

I don't know why I'm so in love with that quote.

Yay SPN week

2007-04-17T20:26:24Z

This week we have a new SPN episode! Everybody excited yet? I am, I just realised it this morning when I was checking youtube before going to class because someone had uploaded the new Director's Cut. I wan it to be Friday already!

I can't help to be reminded, yet again, of another Xfiles episode, Hollywood AD, which was very similar to this one: they were making a movie about Mulder and Scully, so they went to Hollywood, and stuff happened. I know they're not making the movie about Sam and Dean specifically, but still a film about supernatural/terror stuff is close enough, work with me xD

Though I wonder who would they had chosen to play movie!Sam and movie!Dean. I am very bad with these things cause I almost never remember the names of the actors, but I wouldn't mind seeing Leonardo Dicaprio!Sam and Christian Bale!Dean (I know, I'm soo bad -_-)

And thank god for the episode, cause this week I'm insanely busy catching up with all the work I haven't done, and let me tell ya, not very interesting. :/

SPN Art

2007-04-13T21:40:04Z

And talking about our SPN boys doing movies, have you all seen Jensen's new look for Ten Inch Hero? Because if you haven't, you're missing the most hilarious thing I've seen after the photo of the painter Jared will be playing, who bares absolutely no resemblance to him at all. -_-

Punky hair, black nail polish AND black eyeliner, and dude, is he able to pull that off well! I don't even mind the blue hair thingy going on :D

Oh, Jensen. I don't say this much, but I love you &hearts

I also did a bunch of drawings over Easter ~~while I was neglecting my undone papers~~ and I'm now in the slow process of scanning and cleaning them *omg is lazy*

This is part of a recurrent theme for me, Stanford!Sam (yes, college and all, see how original I am? -_-) But ever since we found out that Dean and John used to check on Sam while he was at Stanford whenever they were near, I can't help but imagine stalker!Dean watching Sam interact with Jess and his friends like trying to understand why that sort of life would be more appealing to him than hunting.

Just picture a confused Jess saying "...Sam?" when Sam stops and turns. I was actually going to put some text in a comic-like bubble over her head, but that might be overdoing it :D

I might color it at some point, but right now I'm just gonna finish scanning the rest. Have a good weekend!

Lotsa things

2007-04-11T21:03:20Z

I can't tell you how weird it feels for me not having internet for long periods at a time. No checking mail, no reading fics, no searching stuff on youtube, no LJ. It's like, I'm disconnected from the world, or at least the part that interests me anyway. :D

So apparently, Jared is doing a movie about some painter named Kinkade, whom prior to all this fuss, I didn't know anything about. As I've already said in some comments, I'm all for Jared doing movies and stuff, cause, more Jared = GOOD. But why did he had to pick this??

I don't get what it is about this painter he not only needs a movie made about himself (yes, he produces the whole thingy) but a TRILOGY. In like, three movies. MY GOD. No matter how many times I think it over, it really can't end good. Oh, Jared. I'm going to keep my (virtual) fingers crossed for you, cause I'm afraid you're gonna need it.

It kinda reminded me of this movie Leonardo DiCaprio (ahh, my teenager celebrity crush) made about the writer Arthur Rimbaud whose life was… very interesting. It was weird when I first saw it, maybe because I was too young, but it got really good critics. Maybe something similar will happen to Jared *hopes*

Also there is this SPN interview I'M DYING TO READ BUT I CAN'T cause I made that stupid commitment to stay spoiler free about the finale (here's the spoiler-free version). Could someone who does not make stupid pacts with oneself PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me if something bad happens to Sam? Just that, and I'll be happy.

It doesn't count, yes?

And for a bit of RL update, I straightened my hair! You probably don't realise how big it is for me, but I HATED WITH PASSION my stupid curly hair. A little but of breeze and it was like I had just woken up from bed. -_-

It has cost me a little, but it's supposed to stay that way until I cut it. Which of course does not include my own real hair when it grows. I have to go back like every 6 to 8 months to get my roots done, or I'll have curly hair on top of my head LOL

--->

(no you can't see my face. I dread having pictures taken sorry!)

myeien @ 2007-03-29T23:48:00

2007-03-29T21:50:02Z

I feel so much better now, knowing it's not just me who gets these crazy slashy ideas in the weirdest situations! *hugs flist*

Just a couple of things that reminded me of my HUGE LOVE for this fandom.

I'm sure most of you already know this, but the guys received the postcards we sent as a part of the project over at spn_postcards, and they took a photo of them plastered all over the wall! How amazing is that?? That they got them, that they bothered to put them together, that they know how much we love and support them? This makes my heart smile ^_____^ I think they took the image off, but if someone wants to see it I can send a copy

And you should definitely check out spn_secretpost. It's built in the same spirit as the famous blog where people send 'secrets' in the form of postcards without any name, but this time it's SPN characters who send them. Some of them are good, some of them are very good, and there are some that are so spot on it makes my heart ache. Seriously, it's rapidly becoming one of my obsessions (but I'm not going to start googling for images, and I'm not going to open PS and I'm definitely not going to put some text over them. I am not going to... I have tons of stuff to do... I am strong... -_-)

Also, I have a quick question for all of you. Do you guys use LJ talk to chat? How does it work, exactly? Do I have to download yet another program to add to the msn/skype/y!mesenger I already have? Do you use it at all? I'm curious.

Supernatural "Heart"

2007-03-23T09:47:45Z

OMG! *takes breath* The nakedness, and the HANDS and the ARMS and the MASSIVE CHEST and the BITES ON HER NECK. Read that again, please. The BITES. Gah. The slamming her into the wall (did you see that, misseri44? Did you? *is beaming with BARELY CONTAINED GLEE*) Have I mentioned the HANDS everywhere? And then he closes his eyes for a moment and I melted right there.

Jared. OMG.

I'm obsessed, yes, please bear with it. Jared, he is one huge of a guy, I mean, like, MASSIVELY huge. That arm has to be a weapon of mass destruction. And the chest. God. He does not appear that muscled when he's dressed. I just, gah.

It was more than I would have hoped for, those close up camera takes, and the music, and the HOTNESS and I just. Have to see it. Again.

Um, so yeah, plot. Right. Gimme a minute.

I enjoyed the Supernatural take on werewolves, pretty standard from what I know (except for the hearts thingy, what's up with that?). I think that I've would have known she was the werewolf almost since the beginning even if I hadn't been totally spoiled for this ep, so no surprised there. It did surprise me that they discovered it so quickly. I figured they wouldn't until after Teh Sex and that's when Sam would go OMG and I have to kill her and be all emo. So, I can still be surprised even when being spoiled, yay.

Picklocking!Dean is back! *pats* We've missed you.

Also, I usually don't notice these things cause I'm a Sammy girl and I only notice when he is missing *coughNoexitcough* but it seemed to me they didn't managed to quite balance the on-screen time for our boys, again, and it made me feel a little like Dean was there for the occasional comic relieve (except at the end, but that has its own paragraph) and it was more focused on Sam and *is bad with names* the chick's relationship. Which, NOT complaining, cause. Mmmsex. Yeah. But still, it's my only tiny negative take on this ep.

Paper rocks scissors game! I LOLed so much in that moment. With Dean's all-business face and Sam's you-can't-fool-me. How hilarious is that? They're such brothers *loves them*

The end, those 10 minutes at the end, killed me completely. It's really difficult to make a deep emotional connection with the episode when you watch it at 9 am in the morning eating your cereals with your roommate loudly arguing with her boyfriend, again, in the other room, but I almost cried right there. For Sam, and for Dean.

OMG Sam. This is huge. He has killed a person, even if a part of her was evil it was NOT her fault, so she is innocent in his eyes. And not only that, but he liked her enough to have sex with her, the first time since Jess died. It has to be devastating. He said to Sarah that everybody who got close to him ends up hurt, and if this doesn't reaffirm that idea in his head, I don't know what will. *hugs him*

Also, you can't help but think of the parallels between her situation and Sam's own. A part of him is supposedly evil too, and he can't help it, and just as her, he knows when it really comes down to it, he would rather die than hurt anyone.

Which leads me to Dean. Poor Dean. What must have he been thinking when he gave Sam the gun, watching him crying, suffering, knowing there was nothing else that could be done? That maybe one day it would be him in Sam's place, with a gun pointed at his brother's head? That no matter how bad things got, he would not be able to do it?

Because Dean, with all of his bravado, it's all about saving people as he said at the beginning. He likes as much killing the monsters as he likes saving the people, and if Sam went 'evil' and people got hurt because if him, a part of Dean would never forgive himself, but he would still not able to pull the trigger. And it hurts, that he has to make a decision like that in the first place.

This show killed me. I love it so much, I just, can't explain. It has managed to get me all hot and bothered and on the verge of tears all before 10 am. And I have classes now. Artificial Intelligence Applied to what again? It's going to be a long morning.

wee!chesters art

2007-03-19T21:42:08Z

I meant to post this over the weekend, but it was my special time of the month and I was feeling very blah about doing anything productive, so I'm sure you all have probably read Jared's interview with TVGuide. Jared must be one funny guy, and I swear, he's the cutest thing on the planet. How can you not love him when says thins like "You have to print that so I can show it to Jensen *snuggles him*

This is the spoiler free version, for those of us masochist who don't have enough challenges in our lives and want to remain blissfully ignorant about the finale.

I usually can't help myself knowing stuff beforehand, like I'm clicking on a link even before my brain fully processes what episode it's talking about, but I really want the season finale to be a surprise and go OMG and WTF and SAMMY! (cause I'm sure I'll scream that at some point) and DEAN and oh, boys. So, yeah, try not to slip anything, tough I won't hunt you down if you do :P

And I bring art! Another wee!chesters doodle I made a while ago and only now have gone around scanning it. I still haven't found my tablet (but I'm going to seriously look for it tomorrow, it can't just have disappeared even if my room is a mess most of the time) so I just put some shading over it.

So, Sammy stayed up again to study for a test and Dean acts like the good big brother he is and covers him with a blanket. I should have probably done a little more with the background, but I was annoyed with the picture for some reason, and didn't really feel like adding anything else. *wants to draw grown-ups*

This is the lineart, bigger file, for if anyone is interested.

Roadkill

2007-03-16T09:11:52Z

My internet connection was out as of 6 pm yesterday and didn't come back, so I went to bed in a state of semi panic thinking HOW was I going to watch the SPN episode if I didn't have it back by morning. Thankfully it was working when I woke up, so Yay! New SPN!

I so knew she was dead already! I started thinking it when she and Sam were sitting on the bed and talking about the reasons a spirit might want to stay and he was all kind and patient. I mean, he usually is kind, but it was like he was trying too hard to be gentle, I don't know how to explain it better

This is the first episode of SPN that was managed to make me physically jump! *is excited* When Molly was walking though the forest after hearing someone calling her name and the weird guy suddenly appeared I jumped in my seat, even when I was expecting something like that.

Ha! Arguing in the car! "I so know what you mean" &hearts! I mean, c'mon, I don't even look for these kind of things, but she was talking about her husband and then Sam says that? Trying to tell us something, Kripke? :P

Geekboy!Sam is back! Even with all the emo he still is the prettiest walking encyclopedia around

Talking about Sam, he makes a very poor job of protecting her though the episode, though it kinda makes more sense he's not so much focused on her cause she's, like, dead already. But still, she stops walking behind you and you don't notice? Tsk, tsk, Sammy.

No pyromaniac!Dean. A nice change from the Sam protecting-the-victing and Dean salts-and-burns-the-corpse formula.

The ending was very sad, it remind me of those few Ghost Whisperer episodes I've seen, they always end with the ghost 'seeing the light' and leaving, and even if you know that's what should happend, it's still very sad for the people who stays.

In short, a very nice episode, though I think it's not going to become one of my favourites. I don't know why, it didn't click with me like others have done. Maybe I'll like it better on rewatch?

No I'm off to class ~~to spend my lab time reading other people's reactions and commenting~~

New layout!

2007-03-10T18:58:14Z

I decided to change the layout, I was getting tired of the header. As usual the idea I had in mind was way better than the actual result, damn my poor Photoshop skills, but this is the best I could do -_-

Anyway, I had saved different versions of the whole thing, so I offer you headers and wallpapers! :D

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Wallpapers:

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And some icons just for the heck of it:

Notes
Film brushes by scully7491
You can modify the wallpapers anyway you like, as long as it's for personal use only.
If you take a header, please credit me :)
Comments are &hearts

myeien @ 2007-03-07T21:22:00

2007-03-07T20:27:28Z

It's really windy here today. Like, the kind that makes it hard to walk on the street. And only last week I was leaving the jacket at home. I swear, this crazy weather -_-

Anyway, I've been catching up to my Prison Break (still on the first episodes of season 2 but getting there :D ) and well, if I had to watch like 4 or 5 episodes of Supernatural before my brain said Yesssss we likessss it, I've had to watch a whole season of BP to get to the point where I care about what happens to the characters.

THEY KILLED VERONICA!!!! BUT... WHY!!!! I LIKED HER!!

So much for me thinking she would be Linc's new love interest, now that his kid's mom was dead. Oh, well.

THEY MADE ME THINK THEY HAD KILLED SARAH TOO!!! EVIL, EVIL I SAY!!!

...

Now that's out of my system, let's go on, shall we? *cough* My love for this show, not that I had much but work with me, has returned! Michael, as I suspected, IS LOVE *snuggles him* even with his all-purpose magical tattoo. He's so smart and nice and well, hot. But, he should smile more. He's always talking with this tense tone... he needs to relax a little or he won't live past forty.

Sucre!! Please tell me they don't kill him too, please. He's nice. He's going to be a great dad, if they let him. I like him.

Still no love for Linc. Sorry. His kid... is kinda ok, though.

Mmmm. I liked the new FBI guy (can't remember his name). I reckon it can go two ways: either he will be like a overly righteous guy who will do everything he can to get them because they are the bad boys but along the way he will find out that Linc was really innocent and will 'help' them somehow; or b) he will be a real pain in the ass and will be really working for the blonde chick or some other bad guys, thus adding even more pressure on the brothers.

I do hope it's the first one *is a sucker for seemingly ebil!characters who do the right thing in the end*

And with so many guys around, I really like the Michael/Sara thing going on. There is not enough chemistry between Michael and Linc to even *consider* the idea of slashing them, and I don't care enough for the other guys to pair them with anyone. I wonder how are they going to play it between them.

*glares at her slow connection*

Also a couple of SPN fic recs I had been meaning to post but always forgot ^^

Focus (Jensen/Jared, NC-17)
First time. The development of the relationship it's realistic and it has Jeffrey intervention :D Jensen's POV
(…)this is different. For one thing, his face is tilted up.

heads I win, tails you lose Very cute drabble. PG, Wee!chesters

Meme thingy

2007-03-05T21:58:28Z

And apparently I'm a lovable, caring, relaxed girl with a huge social life. In another life perhaps? Cause I have some serious social insecurities in RL and I've never been totally relaxed since... well, I can't remember. What combination of choices could have possibly led me to this result? o.O *is baffled*

(At least I'm Sam's type :DD)

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Not much else to report. I've been spending some quality time with Premier. I've got so many songs I want to vid, now that I have an idea of what I'm doing, that I'm actually stressed cause I want to make them all! -_-U Still there is a particular one I've saving for after the season finale. There's gotta be some fucking great footage in those episodes *can't wait*

Supernatural meets Premier meets Saturday at home alone

2007-03-03T20:11:38Z

I decided to give my old copy of Premier a last chance before giving up vidding completely, after being awed by this amazing vid by michaela3105
(which you should totally check out even if you don't like Wincest cause DUDE, IT SEEMS REAL *is awed*), and I finally got it to work! ^_^

I don't want to know anything else about codecs and compression and aspect ratios and stupid filters that won't work than I already do, and I don't want to listen to Alanis Morissette's "Hand in my Pocket" ever EVER again; but I had lots of fun making the video!

Watch at YouTube
Download http://www.sendspace.com/file/ckxoqc (zipped, 17.6 M)

It's meant to be light and funny, not angsty (this time), and it is my first video, so I'm sure there are mistakes all over it; feedback is *very* much welcomed and appreciated, and don't be afraid to get technical if you have to ^^

Lyrics are here (opens in a knew window).

I had to cut the song cause it was way too long for a first time vid, and I don't think I got it completely all-right, but Audacity is not the easiest program to figure out in a few minutes, or maybe I'm just not good with audio-related software. *shrugs*

Also, I've been very careful when using Premier Effects cause I don't really know what I'm doing, so it turned out to be a pretty simple video. The beat of the song went mostly well with the footage in the preview window thingy, but when I exported it, it seems to be just a little bit off, anyone knows why? I used DV AVI to export from Premier and then VirtualDubMod with DivX to compress it.

ETA Spoilers for all current episodes, though I don't think I used anything from Tall Tales.
ETA2 updated the link as of 5.2.07

Jensen!day

2007-03-01T21:01:06Z

Because he deserves to have his own post.

Happy birthday, Jensen! Thank you for working so hard each week and for caring for the show I love so much and for being the funny, gorgeous, talented nice person you are.

Hope you all have a nice day! ^_^

And sorry to spam your flist...